Tragedy in the family

I just posted a special announcement in my podcast feed about my mom's suicide. It's hitting 2 a.m. here in Portland and I will be boarding a plane to SLC in about 6 hours. I will try and get a few hours of shut eye but im not optimistic. I have gone through alot of shit in my life which gives me strength I need for my family right now. My younger sisters are a mess and I need to get to them ASAP. I will try and keep all of you posted.